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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....this whole fucken vacation i dint see kai..............................do u no how much that SUX!!!! we planned soo many times when we were gunna chill, but they got fucked up........ W|E.....At least i get to c her tomm which is in school.. I really dint do much today, went to work, came home, chilled, then i needed to go to the mall so i brought shane and i got more tounge rings and shit.................i was supposed to c doug, kai, and kay, but that got fucked over sooooooo................................................................................................................................................dont leave me alone, u dont know what im capable of.................................you dont wanna no .............................................................................................................................................I LOVE U ................................................................................
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[16 Apr 2004|12:04pm] |
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*yawn* im soo frekin tired.............yea so yesterday i was out most of the day. i went to jordans house at 2 chilled their till 4, then went to matts, and then had james over.... so i was pretty much busy the whole day yesterday................................................................................................today im waiting for jordan (cousin) to come home so i can go over and sleep over..................yea i really dont know what to talk about.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................i gotta make her feel better but i really dont know what else to do.... i've tried everything and i'll keep doing it until shes better.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................sooooo many dots....................................................................................l8ter
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[14 Apr 2004|09:59pm] |
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! sooo much shit has happen since i wrote last... well any way its been a full week that i was at my dads and thats because i was NOT allowed to come home until i took my tounge peircing out.. soo w\e i said i took it out but i put it bak in.. no problem...... i hate my fucken family, my mom go every1 against me, my uncle threatend to beat the living fuck out of me again, but w\e it been done b4 so what makes it different from this time.... i decided to come bak cuz i found out my g\f is moving to NC in july, i could have lived in westchester no problem, but i have to months left with kai, so i got to make them a sic 2 months 4 her, cuz i wont b seeing her for 2 years.. i no ur all probably asking urselves r we staying together well the answer is OF FUCKING COURSE... it will b hard, and we both know that but i love her to much, and we've both been through too much to just end shit.... so after 2 yrs we WILL b bak together..... and all u assholes r probably like o it will never last BUT U FUCKEN WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WERE GUNNA MAKE IT...............................................................................................................o i realized something about that wed when i got my tounge done.. me,kai, michell, and monique all got something peirced, me and michell got our tounge's and monique and kai got their belly button..............................................................................................................................................................................................................yea im done.... nothing spectacular..................................o yea my mom found my stash (weed, razors, alcohol, and kai's umm underwear)..................LOL..............................................................................................
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[06 Apr 2004|09:02pm] |
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Im really not in the mood to be typing or even be up at this moment... im drained of everything..... Heres a quick summary of my day.. Fags dont know how to control themselves, and people dont learn from the mistakes they have made from the past!!! But w\e thats what sjb is all about.....................this will b my last entry till sat night..... cuz rite from school tommorrow im going to the city with kai...............................................................so l8ter...................................................................................................
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hmmm what a fucken way to start a monday.. JC Pabone ripped major ass on the bus.. so the bus driver said she had enough of our behavior.. so she brought us to BABS (walsh) she gave the 4 of us (jc,me,shane dj) detention.. FOR FARTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW SJB SUX MAJOR ASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NE way dont feel like doing rohling hw, so im fucked for 4th quarter...OMG im soo fucking lucky to have an awsome g\f.. 1st of all she didn't dump me like i was a loser, and 2nd she made me feel like i was god to her.... O MAN.. FUCKEN LOVE U!!!... JAMES came over!! i havent chilled with this kid since october.. he came over cuz of all the shit from yesterday, he heard from his friends what went on.................................... so basically he was lookin out for me...................................................................................................................................................................DETENTION FOR FARTING PEOPLE... LOL!!!!!!!!!................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. L8ter
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had work at frekin 9 this morning so i ahd to get up at 8... ahhh i worked till 2.. than went to shanes house.. I think we alll went on there(no im not gay i got fucken high).... watched jeepers creepers while stoned out of my mind... o man that movie totally fucked with me.. + it was like frekin 9 hrs long holy shit, next time make a movie short................................................... any way yea im home chillen, bord, all the above.... yea by the little smiley face on telling people how i feel (worried)... cuz i did something that only 1 person will find out about.. and i truly fucked up.. No i dint cheat on kai.. thats the fucking last thing i'd ever do to her............... but i did something else, and its pretty serious...................................................................................................................................................................................................no razors involved either......................................................................................................i love u baby....... im sry i screwed up!!!!!!!!!!!.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................l8ter...
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Yea so i woke up this morning at 6 to find myself still on the phone with kai.. those are the best nights/mornings of my life, when me and kai sit on the phone, then fall asleep, then wake up.... its CRAZY!!!!!! I got a frekin stiff neck, so i look like a goddam retart............................ Basically all i did today was chill mall for incubus cd, then chillen and watched schindlers's list........... o man what a disturbing movie, but still good.........................................................................................................................................................................................weekends tend to suck major ass cuz 1)theres nothing to do, 2) i dont c any one 3) WHERE'S KAI................................................................................................................................................................................................................ im tired.................l8ter......................o by the way this incubus cd is sooooooooooo fucking magical...............................
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Yea today was ok, my biology teacher singles me out.. so i asked her a simple question "WHATS THE COLOR OF MY SKIN 2 U, AM I BLACK".......... she pissed me off 1&2 period so i threw her plant out the window of room 311... it made the loudest BOOM when it the car...........................................................................................................so yea dont fuck with me ciota next will b ur frekin fan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so ummmmmm lets see, other wise the day was kool till about 6th period when i saw something i never wanna c again.... PLEASE STOP.. u no who im talking about.................................................................................................................................. ok on a different note, KAI CAME OVER and lets just put it this way.... HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By the way u umm left something here sweetheart, but i'll treasure it... HA HA HA HA HA (evil laugh)............................. yea so that was my day..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................pretty fucking awsome way to end a friday.........................................................................................................................................l8ter
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Ok so theres this fucken pussy in our school named RYAN DUGAN, mabey u'v heard of him..... This kid thinks its sooooooo funny to make like hes sneezing on u but to only really spray u with water.... yea its really no big deal but when he keeps doing it and the fact that this rich fuck decides to hit me when im not looking, talk shit behind my back.... i mean c'mon mother fucker im soo ready to kick the shit out of u y r u pushing me to it i'll KILL u.......... oo but if i do im sure ur rich family can pay ur way back in, I mean thats whats they did the 1st time... I've been waiting for this kid to do something that will send me off the edge,snap,flip w\e u wanna call it.............................................................Thanx kai, cuz if it werent for u AGAIN i would have been expelled...yea so any way i hate the frekin school im in, biology sux, global blows, spanish- dont even get me started, math is kool, english-gay, theology can suck my nuts, and at lets put it this way i cant draw so i hate that class............................................................................................................................................................yea im kinda bored and i have bass lessons at 5 so..........................................................................................................l8ter...................
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Ok thanx to Janine Grossetto i now have an online journal (thanx)..... So any way my freakin old bus driver wants to write me and 2 other kids up for laughing on the bus.. i mean seiously folks WTF is her deal!!!!!!!! Shes to freakin old to be driing a goddam bus shes like 100000 years old.. RETIRE BITCH!!! Ok so any way 1 week from today i get my tounge peirced, freakin excited cuz Ive waited like forever for this, and what is my mom gunna do to me if she c's it.............................................................................................................................Kai was freakin awsome today AS USUAL, but other people not mentioning names kayla seemed to b switching moods as the day went on which is FUCKED up!!! but she can b kool........................................................................................................................................................................................................HA HA i gotta deal with kennedy tomm, but my moms gunna bitch at him so what do i have to worry about a fucken detention OMG the end of the world is coming..........................................................................................................................................................Lifes ok i guess..... yea im done these dots suck......
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